“The first section of Betwixt and Between: The Honors Pathway was a crucial step in my assimilation process of becoming a college student.”
Megan Ruggiero, English major
Light wet on brown leaves,
4 fathoms below me
autumn dawns on the Puritan quad.
Here, journalism students
slump in industrial desk chairs,
waking into their names.
And I see the black eraser
on the work stand beside
the white plastic
flat screen computer monitor:
in our new smart classroom,
a black coffin of language.
I heft it:
sole of a Price Chopper shoe,
burned heel of Nazi boot.
All words ever on the blackboard
behind me
are in this eraser.
Decayed casket Ishmael rode.
And I think all of Bush's words
and stories of Iraq
are in this eraser.
Fossil tongue of mammoth dead
By fire.
One word in here means both
sand and death
but I cannot find it.
If we do not speak the old bodies .
I know another word in here
means flame and cash
but I do not know how to say it.
If we do not find the old names .
The students know, think it fair
their parents and I will lose
our lives and names in this.
I remember clapping erasers
cleaning them after school
as detention from a teacher,
puffs of white smoke
rising from the concrete steps
where I huddled from Russian.
We crashed, as stocks or towers,
maybe we were over Scotland,
maybe we were invading Carthage
or Georgia.
I know the black box with its names
for old pain and disaster eludes us.
I am holding a black eraser
as I start to explain
how we report hard news.
-Mike MacMahon
Colby-Sawyer College
541 Main Street
New London, NH 03257
Tel: 603-526-3000